Finding my footing

I am having to figure out who I am again, how I got here, and who I want to be.  It's not what I wanted, but it is part of plan that is bigger than me.  I can allow what has happened to ruin my life, or I can open myself up for God's will.  I have decided that I can use this opportunity to grow and seek God more fully.  God uses brokenness to mold and shape us into who He desires us to be.  Never before have I been so broken as I have been this year.  God must be planning something big for my heart and my life.  It is scary and sometimes I feel like the world is spinning around me so fast that I can't catch my balance, but with a prayer I take a step and find my footing in this new life.

*Graesen was very into his baby today.  It makes my heart happy to see him love on his baby.