Fears realized

I am getting tired.  This new schedule is busy!  I had a counseling appointment today and it was nice to have some time to just talk freely about everything.  I have realized that one of my worst fears has come true.  For years I was completely terrified of the idea of my marriage every ending.  It ended and guess what...I am still alive.  I am sad and stressed, but I still have hope for the future.  I have always been a worrier and this year has really shown me that even if something awful happens I can still make it through it. 

After a long day of work and counseling I got to see my sweet boy.  I miss him so much on these long days!  Not everyday is this long, because I usually don't have appointments after work.  I got to my mom's house to see Graesen and Phoebe running around.  I caught Graesen playing with Phoebe's purse :)  The boy thinks that purses are so cool, because they carry all your stuff.  Backpacks are a little hard for him to carry still.  He has a little pencil bag that has cars all over it that he calls his purse and just loves to carry around.  This love for purses won't last I'm sure, but it makes me giggle seeing him play with a princess purse now.